I am so free these days after I finished my exam on deutsch course, yet I feel like don’t know what to do on those free times. I was just too lazy to open the book, feel like I just want to enjoy this temporary “oh-i-could-sleep-everytime” feel. So instead of studying, I am now usually watching Korean dramas after class. But well next week the new level are begin to start.. so this is reaaally temporary.

I currently watch “school 2013” drama. The film is about.. well, school just like the name. Watching the movie I feel like go back to my high school times. When everything is much easier than now haha, it was so much easier but at that time I feel like “I know everything about life”. The funny feeling like “if I said I love you that’s for forever, forever, and ever”. Love thingy were so serious back then,  yet it is so funny if I remember it now. How my friends crying after she broke up with her love, how we think we will suffered until die when we got broken, and how we feel like we are the most pathetic girl in the world and we start to promise that we will never ever falling in love again. LOL. But now, what? I realize that time still running whatever we felt and well, people reaaaally change. Time flies, time had cured everything. What we feel that day were disappeared, a lil bit too fast than we are first thinking.

my teenager life was over. Its time to stop for being a drama king and queen. Its time to stop to laugh so loud in front of public. Its time to stop to said that you like Sour Sally yoghurt when in fact its disgusting and you are totally not like it. Its time to stop tweeting about love and how you are suffered because of it. Its time to stop updating facebook status to mentioned about a girl you hate. Its time to stop to be some body, or even, pretend to do something that you don’t like in order to have friends. 

Its finally a time when you, as a woman, do something in each day, that will help you to reach your big goal. Behave maturely yet naturally, not to impress, but to express that you do have a manner. Its time to speak up if you don’t like something, say sorry when you were wrong, and say thank you when someone do something lovely. Its time to realize, that you live in a such a wonderful life. J