it was on canteen.
two female students, with full of passion and dream, talking, once again, about their future.
the first female.. said, she've been set all her goal, yet she still didn't know, what will she be to make a money. she never think about it back then. its because her family, always take live simply. she grew up in a loyal family. a one easy going family.
"i've been set all my goal in education, in live, love, marriage, children, yet.. i don't know how will i make a money, where will i be working?"

the second female don't gave a shit about that. she was think about any other things. she've been on america before on a year, no.. she's not really proud about that. Living far away from home, a year, being a minority, she decided to not going anywhere again.
"i start to confused with those people who wanted to study or working abroad. are they really happy? are they? or it is all just for the sake of prestige?"
the first female just so quite. she've been talking before that she wanted to go abroad so much.
then the second female once again open her mouth.. "the happiness zone for me, is when i'm with my family. i think i don't want to go too far again.. as soon as i graduated, i'll come back to my home. i'll work on there"

it slapped the first female.
but then she replied
"i know.. i know right.. no one's gonna say its easy. but in order to make your self stronger, you have to  feel suffered at first. you just have to endure it, and believe, that everything.. your hard work, your sweat, it all gonna be paid off"

"your statement is fucking cliche"
"agree. but it doesn't change even a bit, about my dream. you are right about happiness, family and else. that doesn't mean i don't want to be with my family. i want. they are my everything. but i don't know.. i just want to live to the fullest. I'm ready to be rejected, to cry all over again if fighting the world is just too harsh. I'm ready to suffered, to even jump then drop a hundred times. i just believe that there will be something after that."
"just like a rainbow after the rain?"
"lol, sounds so bullshit. but i think.. so."