HELLO, ME!

this is some of the notes writes by my hand, to my OWN self IF tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next month, next year or anytime i feel like giving up:

You are a WOMAN.

a Tough woman. a different one. You said that you have a lot of dream. You said that you wanted to achieve many things in live. You said that later on you don't wanna regret anything you don't do when you were young. You said that you really only live once. Because of those, when you made a mistake, when you feel like world really on the opposite from your side, when you feel like you just fell like crap -> YOU ALWAYS HAVE a REASON to GET UP "QUICKLY".

You were only twenty. You know twenty, a year to make a lot of mistake, a year to know how does it like to Fail, a year to cry cause usually a lot of things happened out of your plan. But you know THAT WERE ALL actually a BIG CHANCE God give to you to develop your self.

So, for the owner of this blog who i knew her self so much, here is the list, a simple things that can make you get up when you feel like hitting the rock bottom;

1. read the second paragraph of this post, 5 times.

2. see that you wanted to be a different tough woman.

3. once again realize that you are a tough one. crying a lot are just not your type like SERIOUSLY.

4. Chatting with your girls. Laugh a lot there. tell them that you are currently not okay, so you need them to cheer you up.

5. NOT SPENDING TOO MUCH FREE TIME, ALONE.

6. Go out from your friend circle, make a lot of new friends.

7. Keep in touch with your old mates that you almost forgot. Chat a lot. Share a lot. See a different live of theirs. See what you are lack of. Found out what you haven't done (IM SURE THERE ARE A LOT).

8. Take your journal book, write down what you need to achieve. IM SURE THERE ARE A LOT.

9. Open the browser, see any place you want to visit in the future. That gonna boost your spirit up.

10. Found out what you need to do NOW in order to achieve that. Once again IM SURE THERE ARE STILLLL A LOT.

11. Since you really want to experience studying overseas, it is necessary to just "window shopping" to a scholarship website, make your self REALIZE that this is a big world, a big world which also have a big opportunities. why don't you preparing your self to get one?

12. Watching running man.

13. Take a self camera as much as you want in order to SMILE. hahahaha

14. Go shopping. See how beautiful it is if someday you can buy an expensive thing that you can't buy now :p

15. Finally, You are now know that.. when you lost your dream, all you have to do is: MAKE A NEW ONE.

Now after someday you read all of this. on this very second, take a deep breathe, close your eyes, feel the moment, and Smile. Yes NOW. Smile. No matter how weird is it, no one is watching anyway :p

So I'm sure now you feel better, huh?

Its good that when you are down, you always have your own self. your another side that are still full of spirit. even half of you is fragile, but the other half is still burning.

Yes its you. The one who wrote this. The one who also reading this. Its you, Its me. :)

DEAR INAS,
YOU KNOW WHAT, TO BE HONEST, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DID A STUPID MISTAKE, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU'VE BEEN FOOLED AND ACTED FOOL AS WELL... I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU ARE STILL PRECIOUS, FOR ME. YOU ARE PRECIOUS. YOU, who is my own self. I love you.. No matter who you are today. I love you. I love you, ME. :)

Februari 6th 2014

Inas Zahra