can't i just publish it without giving a title?

here i just wanted to laugh at my own self about how stupid i really was.

too easy to be in love, too easy to make a dream with, too easy to imagine a future with.

i met a person, i feel comfort, and suddenly i drew every particular things i wanted to do in the future with that person. that dream; stuck on my brain, stick on my mind, and became a very great power that drive my self to do anything i need for that future, i mean like anything. whatever i need. i walked confidently like crazy. when something strikes me and i got hurt, and i felt like on the process of getting that dream was just so hard, i closed my eyes and believe again that i can. that dream really have a great power, i perhaps sometime gone nuts. i've became tireless.

but that was all a big, a huge, a very big mistake i made; involved someone in to your goals, your dreams. it was reaaaally a big mistake. cause, when you lose that person... that very great energy despaired as well. what i felt right now is like.. i lost my dreams, i lost that great power.. i feel kind of powerless. it is no joke.

i have learned it in a hard way. to never.. never ever involved anyone in to your dream. never rely on someone, no matter how much you are comfortable with. don't ever dare to put a person in to your great energy. now you understand that, stupid? huh?

i hope anyone could understand that must be a reason behind everything.

i am sorry but please understand.. i am still on the phase of acceptance. that must be a denial before. and i did. that harsh words and act or anything that left, it was all my denial phase. and now, let me take a time to accept everything, slowly. cause you've made you became my dream, cause you've made your dream became mine as well. how is it when everything destroyed? 

oh God it hurts so bad.